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Dim Lights and Memories of Pain: Live at Neubergthal Commons

by Joshua Letkeman

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We followed a sign, that went down to the sun We followed a line going home And when we got there, a lion's roar was shared For all hope and beauty met there So our place down in the sun, was not hidden nor was run By mankind's oppressive rotten hand And all souls were free, to gather near the tree For our father had told us long ago Don't you forget about me, don't you let go Don't you forget about me, lying in the cold Well i walked a million miles and I's stuck down in the deep One morning I woke up and, then i could see And then I saw you So there was one shining sun, he shone down on everyone And he laid down a law written in stone It read "Love everyone" and "Accept them as they come" And live life in peace and unity Yes welcome as they come, It is not for everyone Cause unless you are kind and you believe No) there'll be no shining sun Just darkness where it shone Your life doesn't have to be lived this way Don't you forget about me, don't you let go Don't you forget about me, lying in the cold Well i walked a million miles and I's stuck down in the deep One morning I woke up and, then i could see And then I saw you Don't you forget about us, don't you let go Don't you forget about us, lying in the cold Well we walked a million miles and we'er stuck down in the deep One morning we woke up and, then we could see And then we saw you we followed a sign, that went down to the sun We followed a line going home
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The attending told us they had lost you And I lost my legs, And I lost my head, Again I started floating towards the ceiling just as my mind went numb right then my heart felt dead, I wept Cause you are something, That's breathes through me And you are something, That breathes see's through me The sudden rush back, brought bright glowing Stars circled cross my eyes And you circled round my mind, One more time I thought of how I'd never touch you or how I'd never hold and we'd never laugh again now all my memories blend Cause you are something, That's lives through me Yes you are something, That lives through me It's been 3 weeks since we had lost you And I still sit alone And I stare out at the road where everything seems slow so I suppose I'll make it through now A part of you still lives in me And that's the hardest part you see no longer is there "we" Cause you are something, That's loves through me And you are something, That seeps through me Yes you are something, You breathe through me And you'll be something, Forever to me the last words spoke between us said i miss you all the time and you are always on my mind in another life i'll be fine
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If I am open and kind will you bring me a wife to love and if i focus on me and not what I need will i breathe, new life Cause if i'm open and kind please bring me a wife to love I will not focus on greed and all of my seeds, will be, complete Somebody said, It's all in your head somebody's there, somebody's near you anger focused on me, and not what you need there is a way through this night but see your way through, this time So now i'm hoping to see but i've been stuck in this week, for days it's looking bleaker, this plea cause i know there's something in me that i hate If my behaviour's are clean, can you not punish me for my ways what great adventure awaits, as i stand and i scream, in the night To bring me a wife, and bring me a night and bring me a wife, at the right time in my life, just send me a wife Do you see that snake in the tree he points his finger at me and he speaks boy you really did wrong, you sure done messed up this time, and you know That it could've been you, standing there through and through, all along quit try'na save what is dead you know it's all in your head, let her go So throw me a line please throw me a line so I know it's selfish of me to ask of you, for a queen, by my side so i'll just focus on me, and all that i need to grow And if the rains coming down, and i'm starting to drown, then i'll know that you sent it to me, not for my sinking i'll see but to let my roots grow So bring me a light And bring it tonight (i'll look for your light)
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I'm tired of sleeping alone, where are you and when are you coming home, to me I'm tired of living alone, it's not that I'm lonely it's just that I'm growing old, and I want you around Do you think about me, do you dream of me too do these same thoughts run through your mind the way that they do, for me about you and I lay here each night, and dream of your head, next to mine and I ask when you will, come into my life I may have never seen your face, but I'll know it when we finally meet, I hope someday real soon And I pray that my voice carries through, and it finds you and it leads you to me, or me back to you Do you think about me, do you dream of me too do these same thoughts run through your mind the way that they do, for me about you and I lay here each night, and dream of your head, next to mine and I ask when you will, come into my life In my dreams you carry a light, so I can find you when I am peace, when I am complete So I clean out the pain in my heart, and keep walking forward in the distance I see, I think a light moves towards me Do you think about me, do you dream of me too do these same thoughts run through your mind the way that they do, for me about you and I lay here each night, and dream of your head, next to mine and I ask when you will, come into my life Come into my life, and hold up your light cause I am lost at sea, and I need it to guide, me
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Sunflower 04:03
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Sanford 06:05
Sanford planned his escape, 30 odd minutes to late as the seagulls screamed through the sky the blades in your eyes cut the night From the time that you stood on this earth from the hatred passed on that you learned to the anger uprising in you, to the young boy that you let fall through All the cracks in your life paved the way for 30 odd years you've remained a prisoner in this life and more that one nights tormented your soul So breathe, in me, believe, in me now that you've found, another way out and now that you've found, peace in yourself remember to love, yourself Dim lights and memories of pain circling and haunting your brain in moments that shape your whole life in the prison of your mind you've cried To go back, to one lonesome night to go back to, that moment in time boy leave that knife in your belt this moment creates your whole hell in that choice of just two, you drew and swiftly through air it cut through and this moment in time stopped the night if your mother was there she would cry The plan it don't matter, the dream to make it to a water sunbeam and follow downstream of your soul the light that resides in this hole Is stronger then you have let on 4 walls cannot hold you dear Ron one day you shall rise and take flight reborn through darkness comes light
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I feel your warmth now, holding me tight beneath your weight lies, a beautiful site through all of the wreckage and damage we've done you hold us all up right and show us your love through sadness and sorrow, in darkness and pain on warm summer evenings, and down pours of rain you can hear the wind blowing, though a quiet remains our love for you blooming, even though It's cold in Winnipeg A comfort you bring me, though people complain about snow in the gutter and a baseball park mayor there's a beauty in sadness, and a sadness you hold and I forever am grateful, for the warmth that you show In springtime and summer, winter and fall no matter your weather, we'll weather it all and you know why we stay here, and live in this town it's the love of your people, and they smile... Though it's cold in Winnipeg Part of the time we are cursing your name we're just putting our sadness and sorrow and blame on you If I ended up somewhere else living my dream I'd still crawl back to you Though it's cold in Winnipeg
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God 06:17
God do you hate me?, please let me know i've been waiting to hear from you, since i was small i'm ready to go now, to take me away i've grown quite tired, of molesting my faith God i am worried, that i won't see a light at the end of the tunnel, on that lonely night and i have done nothing, but let you down and i deserve nothing, except for this frown And all that i wanted, was to be a hero in his eyes, a peasant he'll see God if you hate me, you have every right i'll dig myself deeper, with each passing night and will i ever, get out of this hole? someone please reach in, 1st time and hold me...i'm cold 2nd time and pull me to shore God do you hate me?, please tell me tonight i've been waiting to hear from you, since i was this high cause i am worried, that i won't see...the light at the end of the tunnel, will it shut off that night? or will you leave it, on for me? a night light to guide me, to help part the seas God am i your child? or just a sore on your holy hand, and so much more? God is it raining?, i can't see a light in this lonely basement, i wait and i cry for you to take me, carry away Jesus he holds me, says it will be okay God you don't hate me, and now i can breathe for the first time in my life, so clearly i see help me to love, and grow with each day i'm sorry for killing, i'm sorry for those days i'm so grateful for you, showing me, your way
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new york city 1882 young friedrich hopped a boat for the promise of new from the gold rush, to elisabeth , lastly the flu and then your father, was born, which was the start of you new york city 1932 young mary anne from tong lewis, met freddie at the bronx zoo then they moved the family south and settled in Queens which you would come, to know, and love, and demean so new york city 1946, no coat of arms bequeathed but you're carrying your privilege in your bag of tricks and never hearing no, of course your wealth did rise on the backs of all your fathers, grandfathers, well disguised little boy, your american dream where all your money flows like wine built on the backs, of indigenes from the mohawks to the montauks that you robbed you turn a profit and a blind eye with your inside jobs new york city 1968 ole snake eyes begins his rise and in time learns how to discriminate against the africans that his land was built upon and in manhattan, your reign of terror, had just begun so new york city 19 and 72, into 83 and all the bankruptcies that the 90s did create, oh you were so great at eluding controversies, and giving pay outs to all the women, that you raped new york city two thousand and two a net worth of 3.7 and a greed still growing inside of you so instead of becoming wise you decide to run for president which brings us, to now, and this predicament so new york city 2018 in America folks still trying to live the dream while a crazed demented man, splits the country, down it's seams and we all wait, with baited breath, for a brand new dream little boy your american dream where all your money flows like wine built on the backs, of indigenes from the mohawks to the montauks that you robbed I know we'll get over, in time, this little speed bump and his name, was, Donald, J, Trump

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Introduction written by Shaun Friesen from Neubergthal Commons:

"Josh played the Commons Barn in Neubergthal yesterday, September 18th. He shared the night with Andrew Bergman of The Daily Bonnet, in front of a crowd of 150 people. (our biggest crowd ever). Two young important voices, sharing their truth with the community. Joshua's lyrics wove a tapestry of vulnerability, loss, hope and resilience. It takes courage to be real in front of others. He capped it of with a protest song that Pete Seeger would have have been proud to write.Thank you Josh for being part of a great day."

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released November 21, 2018

All songs written by Joshua Letkeman execpt Track #2 "It's Not for Me to Understand" (written by Willie Nelson).

Live in Neubergthal, MB, September 15th, 2018

Recorded Live and Mixed/Edited by Joshua Letkeman

Album cover photo by Joshua Letkeman

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Joshua Letkeman Winnipeg, Manitoba

Joshua Letkeman is an eclectic singer/songwriter from Winnipeg. He pens heartfelt folk songs. This affinity for folk music was developed while participating in family weekend jamboree's during his formative years. With his dynamic singing and precise playing, Joshua puts a spell on his audiences, creating a hunger for more of his mesmerizing music. ... more

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